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Looking into the sky
Holding up a face of content
While your mind circles about
Just hoping she payed your rent
Holding close to nothing
Waiting for an end
Bring down the truths
And a new life I begin
Wasted away so many years
Holding on to your lies
Now I'm ready to begin
My life in my own eyes
I want to be so much better then you
I want to do what I know is right
And so I have decided
I wont give up the fight!
I'm going to make my life much more
Then standing here beaten and alone
Because I deserve much better that that
And I'm moving from where I once stood
So I say goodbye to you family
For I cannot let you ruin me
I am my own person
Cant you see?
I'm not your toy anymore
So let me be
I WILL BE FREE
Holding up a face of content
While your mind circles about
Just hoping she payed your rent
Holding close to nothing
Waiting for an end
Bring down the truths
And a new life I begin
Wasted away so many years
Holding on to your lies
Now I'm ready to begin
My life in my own eyes
I want to be so much better then you
I want to do what I know is right
And so I have decided
I wont give up the fight!
I'm going to make my life much more
Then standing here beaten and alone
Because I deserve much better that that
And I'm moving from where I once stood
So I say goodbye to you family
For I cannot let you ruin me
I am my own person
Cant you see?
I'm not your toy anymore
So let me be
I WILL BE FREE
Literature
Crazy
This room is reality.
Its walls border fantasy.
The door is locked,
and the windows boarded up.
Is there a back door?
I want to escape
Into the realms of fantasy
And never return.
It will come.
I know…It MUST come!
I hate it here.
I am
Confined;
I would like to leave
But my imagination is bordered by these
4 walls.
Bleak in my mind.
I have to accept this reality.
Because otherwise,
I have nothing.
Literature
Things I Can't Tell You
I don't tell you
That I cut
Because I know you'll freak out.
That I'm in love
Because you'll tell me I'm too young to know what love is.
That I'm unsure about my gender
Because you'll say it's all in my head.
That I'm lonely
Because you'll tell me you are too.
That I'm scared of what may happen
Because you'll say to just calm down.
That I've dated girls, even though they were online
Because you'll yell about how dangerous that was and say it wasn't a real relationship.
That I have problems
Because you'll say "Not like I do."
These things
Because I know I'll be turned away.
Literature
Aspie 4 Life
When I get up in the morning
like I always do
one more chance to face the day
The first thing I notice is the
Silence.
And I don't mean the normal silence, the absence of sound
(because that feels so wonderful and rare)
I mean the people silence.
If you aren't like me probably you don't understand what I mean when I say
People are quiet to me
and yet
so loud all at the same time
So since most of you probably aren't like me
I shall explain, okay?
(if not, you're sort of stuck)
I have Asperger syndrome.
It's a German name that I guess belonged to some guy once long ago but
frankly all it means now is
WALL.
A big glass
WALL
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This is really good! Very expressive.